the pin and ayane problem

well, at least.. my problem.

ladies and gentleman,

i ship Pin and Ayane so hard. harder than a rock.
It's a crappy simile but hey it's true.
But.. there's some guilt in it.
Guilt i can't quite put off.
One of them, he's name is Kent.

It's the realization of this nice guy that i can't quite tag my feelings in tumblr and say 'i am so happy they are not together anymore'. Kent and Ayane's relationship isn't the most flower and bubbles type like that of Sawako and Kazehaya's. It's the most fragile in the manga. It's the least interesting. Tho, they are visually look good together. Kent  confessed and was accepted by Ayane but all through out the manga, he's in the sidelines. As if, trying to look through the world of that manga. He got the least attention despite he's looks and personality.. both of his goofiness towards Sawako and he's boyfriend self to Ayane.

I remember a particular couple that felt like 'ouch, i wish they'll be together in the next life'.
Nana and Take of Bokura ga ita.

The manga tried to be subtle. the crappy subtleties.
readers were intrigued. readers got it tho.
and it's the next Pin and Ayane problem.
Pin itself.
All throughout this Ayane arc.. there's this shadow involved. lingering. in the office. with his spiky hair and his advises. During Ayane and Kent's relationship, there was these little moments of Pin and Ayane. In the office, in the rain, in the classroom, with the chocolates, in the stairs, while drinking, when Pin is trying  not to look straight at Ayane, in the store, in the unexpected coincidences of going home..
I've seen them all. You saw it guys.
If Pin isn't there, it could have been tolerable. But he's there. He's waiting too. He's in his office, trying to do things while Ayane talks to her. He's there in the store when she's gone and wet under the rain. He got all the advises. He got serious and hot and mysterious after an unexpected glance that leave Ayane breathless and stunned. He got an umbrella and a garbage back to not get YOU wet and sick. He'll call your friend's boyfriend to look for you. He will support your career endeavors. He will wish you luck going abroad. He'll set you free.


I said to myself, how could i be happy for Pin and Ayane when Kent is crying because of rejection?
For now, i won't think of P and A that much. For now, I want Kent to be happy. I want Ayane to clear her mind and decide what she wants.
For now, I want the manga to li lo over these three.

-
fymb

manga: Kimi ni todoke
Thoughts: ch 92, 93,

this week i watched..

guilty crown episode 1

and

kimi to boku episode 2

and continue again to finish this..

psychic detective yakumo (ahm, forgot the ep, but it's on the last few eps)

i read a lot of one shot manga.. but i'm sorry, it was too much i can't remember their titles, it's on my Mal list..here are some..

Biyaku Cafe 

Annyui na Kanojo

Akuma na Eros 

7 Jikan-me Rhapsody 

.. have you read Kimi ni todoke ch 60?

*happy reading! - fymb

*those were good recommendations for yah.. ;)

youth...

ayeah! Hi guys! It's time to talk and talk and talk in this blog. It's a windy morning. Yesterday and the day before it, I was surprised when my sister was reading the manga book, "The wallflower". And I was like, wow! She's into manga-reading also? And she said, "no..no, just only this!" I laughed inside. She's never into reading manga. I'm the one who's obsessed and to think that she will begin in age 17, I don't know if it's alarming or not. hihi. She just finished the volume 1 and starting the volume two. By the way, she borrowed the book at library at their  school. She said there are also other volumes there of  naruto, one piece and others. I wonder if the library, updates? If it does, I can sleep at the place all day. (kidding) So go on the library, you might find a bunch of manga there and some otakus lingering around. I introduced to her some manga websites but she's still into other things like fb and youtube and david archuleta and, aj rafael covers. haha.

Talking about my sis' age, thank you for those '53 followers' who answered my poll question asking about their ages. It was for me to determine what is the range of my followers. Coming from the answers, you guys have co-followers aged 13-23. That was cool. You know what's even cool, if one of you guys claim that you are above 50 or below 5. haha. That will be so much fun. I think it will be nice to see different people with different age levels to take care of. I want to influence those older aged groups and the young ones. Please answer the poll if you haven't answered it yet or give me a message.


So Let's talk about fun! Who red Kimi ni todoke chapter 48? I do! Kazehaya's all adorable and sweet. While walking hand in hand, they were seen by Sawako's mother who's about to go home also. They were startled. K immediately introduced as her daughter's boyfriend and formally announced his respect. Sawako's mother somewhat knew about her daughter into relationship so she is not shocked anymore. She invited K to have his dinner at their house which K gladly accepted.
Well, if you're gonna asked me what scenes I like most, it was when Kazehaya called home and talked about his girlfriend who is their topic of discussion that he's talking about often with his parents. <3 That's a major turn on.
One more thing, I also laughed at Kuronama's father fidgeting at the gate and was unable to come in at his own house. Man, that was epic. hihi. Maybe, he's afraid of that day. Maybe, he's afraid of his own daughter introducing another boy at her life. I think all dads are like that. They don't want their daughters to grow up too fast, to have and love other boy more than himself and to get married(yeah, exaggerating!).
I think chapter 49 is available in download also, so others might red it already. Speaking of this manga, who already watched the live action? Oh, yeah, yeah, I hear you guys... Harima's screaming fans. We'll I didn't watched it yet and I don't know how and when am I gonna be. I'll take time. If you watched it already, you can tell me how it turned out. ;)

Hmm.. I'll be doing other blog for kwms last ep, so stick around! mwah!

it's already september, right?

KNT Chapter 45

Kimi Ni Todoke Chapter 45 Thoughts and Insights

So, after I checked some of the pictures on the Kimi Ni Todoke tag, I sensed that Chapter 45 is out. It excites me a lot. The fact that you are always checking every anime'/manga sites you know for updates and the old chapter is still on, really sucks(laughs). I am always patient in anything but waiting for the next chapter of one of your favorite manga to be out is like waiting for the flower to bloom in May or waiting for your crush to say hi! whenever he wanted to.

I proved it then when I open a manga site and sure, I started this day right. I have always some questions lingering in my mind after I red the last chapter of it and some of them are these:

- How Kuronama and Kazehaya will surpass troubles as a couple?

-What will happen to Ryu and Chizuru? Will love blossom?

-What will happen to Ayane's lovelife?

-What will happen in the start of summer?

I clicked open the Chapter 45 and it is entitled "It is almost Summmer". It's July.

It started with changing of seats and a couple was unlucky that time..

Changing of seats is a big deal in most of the students because it reflects how your school term is all about. You would have wanted and prefer to seat beside your bestfriend or your boyfriend for comfort, fun and for easy approach. But at times, you should be open to new acquiantances and changes.

The three friends wanted to change seats with Ryu but he don't want to. But things are just simple and accepted by Kazehaya, as expected.

I like this scene, how Kazehaya sits there:

Meanwhile, someone's worried for something...

Outside the classroom, Ayane and Chizuru observed that there are more couples lingered at the hallway that day probably started after the festival.

Advices are important. It is more felt and ponderable if a close friend say it to you. It is as if you just receive  care and cautious words from your loved-ones who always wants you to be happy and never wanted you to get hurt.

After that advice, someone came...(funny times..funny times...)

Ayane gave a candy to Pin because he ran out of it during the festival.

She then opened unconsciously to Pin after Chizuru left about the feeling of being different from her two friends.

Is there a time when you feel being left out by your friends? I mean, when you think at times that they are better in handling problems in life than yourself? And if so, how do you handle things like that?..

I think the most important thing to do is to voice out what you feel in front of them or to the people who knows you well. Ayane didn't open directly to her girl friends but someone comfort her with a pat.

Shit! When I red that page...at the back of my mind, I wanted them to be together. There is hope people!!! (laughs)

And I hope it also for these two..

I don't know, but things are pretty improving for Ryu and Chizuru. That night, they talked about everything as always. They discussed about what are their activities at summer,

how Ryu increased his height again,

what things Ryu is afraid of,

moments when Touru got married with his girlfriend...(i still felt the hurt there..)

and his strong points...

and the list goes on...

Love, love, love!!!!

kimi ni todoke - review

Picking a good manga among other manga is hard. It is even harder if you finished a good one and find yourself not really getting over it. For me, it is always my case. I finished the manga and anime' Death Note which is from another category and turning to shojou-type one is strange and different.

When I browsed the directory and gone to romance/shojo type, Kimi ni Todoke was one of the popular submission so I got to read the synopsis of the manga. The title of the manga is an interesting one. It is translated as Reaching You, and that is a catchy one. At first, we will conclude fast that it is an ordinary manga with a very simple concept. Simple because, it has the story of a introvert girl who found his boy rescuing her on every trouble she got and will find themselves falling in-love for each other at the end.
As the reading progresses,  it was something that i was proud of, because I got to see lessons and pure innocence. I got to see kindness, truthfulness and hopes.

Sunako is so creepy at first, when I watched the scenes at the comfort room where she scared the hell out of the girl students. It is creepy yet funny. Everytime I always see the catchy scenes like that I am asking questions, making imaginations and what-ifs. As a student and an introvert one,(even if it is not observed online,lol) I asked myself what if I'm like Sunako? What if one of my classmates are like Sunako? How do you react into situation like this? Will you be like the students who was scared to death and ignore Sunako and never wanting to meet and know her? Or will you be like Kazehaya who will cross bridges to be able to know someone?
Every teen is always been wanting a friend to be with. It is not happy and fulfilling if you don't have a company of people whom you share your days, happy times and flaws with. Sunako is longing for these people and the only thing that she have is by being true to herself. With that, nothing else matters and before she knew it, she gained friends and had a life.. a real one.

I will compile a series of unforgettable scenes we really love next time.
Thank you for your time.
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