H topic

Hi! Ow.. time flies so fast. Fast that, I can't believe that it's more than a week that I hadn't post anything here. So, let me tell you about what are my activities today.. can I have your time? But first, I'll greet you readers who just happen to click this link, readers who always click links because they are intrigued and readers who are my followers at my tumblr accout. Hello again! These past few days I'm actually suppressing myself from posting too much. hihi. Some of you might noticed that, huh? Well, let's just say I have also some things to figure out and do.  Everytime I checked my account, loyal followers reblog and likes a lot so when I'm starting to feel down, it's weird that I always found myself smiling. Anyways.. it can't be helped, right? For me, when things go wrong... I'll just read a completed shojou manga and dive myself into it. And who's with me? (laughs)

Let's get to the poll question I recently posted. It says "be honest". May I know who's honest? I terribly believe those peole who answered the question. A while ago, I coincidentally heard about the topic of honesty between two people talking. They are against certain people who they knew that became 'somewhat' behaved dishonesty. And I said at the back of my mind, what are factors affecting people leading them to say about things the other way around? Then again, during my manga reading, a male lead is also not honest to himself. He can't decide on his own, he just let an incident be, and when he finally realized who he really likes and decides to go for it.. it.. seems that it's too late. So mind you! Liars. hihi... But, seriously... we love the word honesty, right? How could you not be honest, if the last thing you heard is the word "honesty''? It's my favorite word for the day. In manga, if dishonesty is in the relationship, even if the girl really likes the hottest/handsomest/coolest boy in the class, even if she pretends that everything is okay, and even if she laughs and smiles and smirks... it will lead to crying. Ahm.. when I say crying... i mean.. so so so much crying. Crying means you're hurting, right?

So, in my analysis, some said a hard 'NO!', others said proudly 'YES!' and others said 'is YAOI counts?' (that makes me laugh). When I first heard the word 'hentai', it was from a mouth of a first-year classmate. It was the time, when it blooms as some newly form of addiction that targets kids who just love surfing the net and exploring. I also remember a news regarding hentai. So.. curiousity comes after. Haha. I clicked and clicked anything to find it for myself what's hentai is all about. Then.. boom!. I was like, "I'm outta here, not my type... I'll watch dragonball!" (laughs) So if I'm gonna answer the question, I'll say 'Yes'. I watch hentai, but, not in an everyday basis. I mean, come on! There are so many anime' that is waiting for me to explore, right?
I would have to agree with a follower who answer the question that most hentai have no good storyline. That is my reason also for dropping the stuff. On the other hand, I still believe that there are others who have unique story. But at this moment, a lustless and chessy love story or a fictional/supernatural mind blowing manga will be good.

This is taking so long again, so gonna shut up. ty for reading. ;)

day watch

It's time to sleep now. It's my free day today. And, i spent most my day as an internet-to-fun-to-insomnia-attack day.hihi. That description says it all... i don't have a life. Joke.
This morning, i watched last few episodes of School Rumble 2nd semester(yeah, yeah, how slow I was). It was hilarious. At some point, I wished to have a school with that kind of environment. I think it will be a lot of fun. Like, playing war games in the middle of the night with the whole class, or having a school festival. It will make you also think who's ending with who. A love, comedy that can end your day with a smile. ;) It was a playful anime with episodes that sets you like a child wanting to have a surrounding with happy people involving your friends. When it comes to love, oh.yeah, yeah,.. tells you to fight for it till the end; whether it is not declared yet or just starting with 'I want to date you' stage. It might as well can make you think how Karasuma or Tenma will end up, or when Harima's true intention to Tenma will be blurted out, or how Eri's feelings will be transparent, or how far can Akira's awesomeness go or who's Mikoto's choice between Aso or Imadori. Or.. maybe, a rumble you'll never forget.

And then, I also watched Romeo x Juliet(after being on-hold). Hm, at first, I hesitated to watch it because I somewhat knew the ending already. But, anime adaptation is way too different. It involves fantasy, and as of these days, i enjoyed much from this genre. This explains  some pictures from this anime particularly from Romeo, Tybalt and Francisco at my tumblr act.

Then, as of this moment, my mind still waits for the latest chapter of Bokura ga ita. Urgh, it frustrates me a lot. I know, some of you feel the same way. Frustrating and frightening. Caught my heart offguard. ;( I'll send a letter containing frustration-filled words to Obata if he'll not end the series a happy one! Seriously! hihi.. No.. it was a joke. ;) So bringing this manga here, I'm analyzing what this author was thinking about the ending. Two things. First one, he will end it in a good and acceptable way which for sure can make his BGI fans happy, contented but still crying. Or, number two, an ending that can frustrates us all with whatever might have happen to Yano and all we can treasure was the bountiful quotes every chapters shared. Lessons will be learned and can make fans feel that sometimes, things can't go well and doesn't have a happy ending. Ahuhu. Too much for that.

Ahm.. what else? Ah! who red Hana no kishi manga? I do! I do! The one with a girl lead who disguised as a boy and have a responsibility as a first knight of a noble family. It was Ran protecting Sei who have a fiancee' named Ibara who secretly have feelings for Ran.

I preferred watching more anime than reading manga today. One of those anime was Nurarihyon no Mago. I was late watching the latest eps so I grabbed this free time. I don't know, but if am I gonna choose between the day Rikou or the night Rikou, I might end up choosing both of them(not choosing, in my case). High schooler Rikou is so adorable.hihi. While, the mature and strong Rikou sure have the guts.. and the hotness. Yokais always interests me a lot so I kinda like this anime. One of my fave summer anime so far. When all anime fans there wants Naruto, Bleach, OP or FT characters, I can't protest because I am busy searching for a good photos of this anime's characters. hihi. But, it's so few. ;( Do you mind to submit a good picture? I hope not. ;)
Ok.. so I'm sleepy now. But, to make it fast, I also watched episodes of Uraboku(hm, let's talk about Takashiro's hotness next time, ok?hihi), Sekirei, HOTD and Seitokai Yakuindomo(i don't wanna elaborate those green jokes.laughs).

So... till here:0 mwahhh.oxo

*featured anime/manga:
http://myanimelist.net/anime/7058/Uragiri_wa_Boku_no_Namae_wo_Shitteiru/
http://myanimelist.net/manga.php?id=18222 - hana no kishi
http://myanimelist.net/manga.php?id=1031 - bokura ga ita
http://myanimelist.net/anime/7592/Nurarihyon_no_Mago
http://myanimelist.net/anime/5277/Sekirei_~Pure_Engagement~
http://myanimelist.net/anime/8074/Highschool_of_the_Dead
http://myanimelist.net/anime/846/School_Rumble_Ni_Gakki
http://myanimelist.net/anime/8675/Seitokai_Yakuindomo

unrequited.

It's already 1:24 am(maybe this will be posted later this afternoon). My monitor clock ticks the same with all other clocks in this city. Probably, most of the people are sleeping right now. But me, just starting my day after I got home a while ago. You'll be expecting some randomly being posted still until before two. After that, I'm dropped dead. You'll be seeing me at tokyo or right beside Kazehaya(laughs). I'm already dreaming. So here is the topic... 'Unrequited love'. I am browsing my 'plan to read' category a while ago at my myanimelist profile and I selected this featured manga with a different title. I'm excited to read a new one. It's because my few favorites didn't update yet. I am also fond of discovering manga. I really like 90's manga. And when I say 90's it's when sketches are like all faces(haha) and the background is completely boring. And don't forget the 90's haircuts! haha. To cut it off, I don't know why I like them.,grrr.(but this new manga is not from 90's, just sayin')

So then again, I opened this manga and the summary was  catchy. Even if, it feels like it's 'the same as others' at first, it can't be helped. Unrequited love is love and love is romantic love and romantic love is amazing and..well, you know what I mean. We relate. That's important. It's about the story of a girl student with her bffs liking a certain idol at school. At first, she never feels for the guy but a meeting at a train changed it all. The guy accidentally broke her cellphone accessory and the introduction began. (fastforward) So after finding herself feeling love, confession accidentally said at the train station and rejection, even if it was kindly said, stabbed her hopeful heart.
Unrequited, indeed.

Is it ok to love a person continuously after hearing him say 'thank you, but sorry. I'm seeing someone right now'? This question lingered at my head during my commute to a destination after reading the few chapters of the manga this morning. It reached my philosophies in life but never shaken. After the answer above, the girl accepted it and hoped to maintain the friendship. Unrequited love like this, makes me question feelings. I'm loving the speed of time so my questions always specifies time as a common factor. Like, how long should you endure a broken heart? How long did one-sided love be as it is? Did unrequited love can grow and develop? If love is associated with growing, how unrequited love grow? When only one person feels the love, how can she be paid when waiting is not an option?

The guy friend of the the male leadl who is in-love with the girl asked about her feelings. It strucked my senses. He said, "What do you want to be to him?" That's right, my mind suddenly reacted. If only one person feels love, how far will it go and what to do you want to accomplish towards that person?. The female lead said that at times when she was with the guy, she always hope to make it last. She also said that her feelings were no place to go, they just piled up. She said it's fine and enough. Both parties are true. Yes, it's legal to like someone and to develop those feelings into love. But hopes getting up bit by bit everytime she as with the guy as he gazes and stares and laughs and eat choolates. You wanted to make it last. Yet, at the end of the day, he'll be back at his girlfriend. You are looking all with the cutest and positive way possible to let no hurt barge in. But, at some point, where does this go? Did this love has limits?

On the other hand, the guy's friend love the girl and decided to win the girl by trying his best. By staying at her side, he balances reality for her. And, if reality strikes, he always finds himself presenting it to the girl. He once said that her loved-one has a girlfriend and wishing for anything is not okay.

I'll be talking about this guy then, to whom the girl lead strikes her love into. Seriously, He's really hot. The fact that you will always look after his actions and observe his habits can make you realize why she fell in love with him. A typical idol looking but reveales a different approach that makes it even more mysterious. Other shoujo manga boys doesn't love sweets, but he does. Others ignore their fans but he acknowledges them even if he has been called by his name for the nth time everyday. Others are not nice and playboy but he's the kindest. He smiles always in front of someone he really likes(guess who?) as if he was just told the first hilariously joke on earth.;)

Ok.. I'm gonna stop now, this is taking too long. hihi. I'm gonna clear out one thing, love surely is mysterious. It can't be helped when it's already there.. but things develop, seasons pass, and seriously, people change! So... there must be love! ;)

Manga being talked about: Strobe Edge
Rate: 8/10
Comment: Ahm, read this manga! the guy is hot, scenes are cute and deep, lessons will be learned, and you might find the answers to my questions.;) And also.. chapter 14 brought me at the verge of crying, but Chapter 19 was just perfect.huhu. But... Oh, man.. ;)

Don't forget to give me your thoughts! ;)

Nurarihyon no Mago ep 5 thoughts

..unaware that the iced-circled ball of tears and my coldness might make someone jealous.

Crap that jealousy! It can kill people, you know!...

The rest of the gang was off for a field trip to chase yokai without knowing that one of the members was the next heir to inherit and lead a company of yokai.

But a yokai clan will always have to have a snake in the story(eventhough they are demons, ek?) Like a class with a few bad and naughty students or a family with a black sheep. Because all yokai leaders are oppose with Rikou having the throne which can summone the power to lead yokai, they try to kill him for those personal motives. The trip might be the day they've all been waiting for.

Kiyo Cross Supernatural Investigation Squad(that was the very-long-but-have-stupid-missions title of their team) reached the mountain and was amazed with what they saw! Claws and an unidentifiable tarantula-like structure amazed their eyes and made them scared as well. As the professor explained the legend, you, as well, might had a keen look at him. You will never know what this filthy-looking prof was up to or the man controlling him?!..

The episode just ended there. The cute scenes of Rikou and the frustration of not having to see the manly Rikou around(laughs). The couple?.. yeah, in the eyes of Kana, was having a scared look in their faces and  worries of something might happen that must not happen. Because Kana's confused with her feelings, she's also intrigued about the closeness of Rikou and Tsurara, having their moments together. She also kept thinking about the stranger who save them. She might as well develop feelings for that man, huh? And I'm talking about the person that awakes only at night and can make her fall in love with those eyes that originally belong to an average highschooler that fully differs from him...her hero.

 But behind those scenes, was a certain 'Gyuki' watching.

;)

Uraboku ep17 thoughts

when jealousy strikes...

The episode of Uragiri wa boku no namae o Shitteiru entitled "Sakura" was about the friendship of Yomi, Takashiro and Reiga. Takashiro's story involves the three of them plus the jealousy and the betrayal(well, as the title reflects). The beginning of the episode was a sakura tree that refuses to blossom. Young Reiga watched it as he compares it from the other trees that blatantly blossomed their flowers. Reiga said that a sakura tree that never shows its flowers is not a sakura at all. Takashiro's observance made Reiga hope for its blossom that year.

The feelings of Yomi was transparent into the eyes of Reiga. Before Takashiro left for business, Yomi was scared and worried. And when jealousy strikes... it can kill a town. As the newly blossomed sakura tree vanishes its fresh flowers because of fire, Takashiro found Yomi fighting for her life in a room. Reiga was there, with a heat of anger. Takashiro gave his whole trust to Reiga but he's there to betray him.
After hearing the story, Yuki was to make a choice. It was obvious that Yuki is nothing to do with the Giou clan, with Takashiro.  His friends are so worried for him and longs for him specially his company at the twilight mansion. Luka, unable to enter the place waited patiently.
It was obvious of Yuki to accept the offer. She decided to continue what the clan and Takashiro believes in. And that was to stop Reiga to destroy human kind and his beliefs of killing them because he thinks that they are not fit to live.

I'll definitely wait for the "A world without you" ep! ;)