this time..i will bring..(you know what's next..)

... you happiness.

SQUEEEEEEEE!!!

I so love the line.

Chapter 78,  is the last chapter of Hirunaka no Ryuusei.

 I didn't post anything from the chapter til today after mangahere updated it. there are some manga sites which already updated the manga few days before and most of you read mangahere so, sometimes I have to wait. i spoil a lot. i am that tumblr user who post fast few hours after the translation. sometimes, i read your tags saying NOOO i got spoiled!! haha.

But.. i don't spoil RAWS. i hate when someone spoil RAWS in tumblr.

So.. you know that one manga.. shoujo one... that appear almost in a blue moon. Usually, it's just a part of a collection of manga stories as oneshot, or a short-lived manga with a not so good art, that you feel ahhh, this one's different. this one.. the girl choses the other guy.

You looked for it even just once, right?

Well... there it is. HnR.

I found it in HnR and double the feels because.. i loved both of the guys. i loved the girl too.

Triple the feels.. because the other guy is a teacher. You know I love teachers in manga. haha. i might compile teachers in manga soon in a blogspot post. lol I loved them so much that, having been seen Shishio being rejected was hurtful.

I am having these flashbacks now and  i just realized that it was a smooth manga to read. it was planned. there were clues tho. one, the whole manga focuses on the dating of Suzume and Daiki. two, well.. the crossover of Hibi Chouchou and HnR pretty much told me things. That crossover made me a bit uncomfortable already that time. It's like the mangaka hinting something. both couples were there, Suiren and Kouha.. Suzume and Daiki.

The ending.

Woah... well, i know you already googled the raws after reading ch 77 and the updates are not surprising already. I liked it, tbh. It hits so close to home when we talked about first love and not having won it in the end, but true love is worth it, right? 

On that last chapter, Suzume said that Shishio was his first love no matter people say.

But guess what, she comes running back to Daiki.

If the ending is the other way around, i'm sure i'll accept it. it's that good of the manga HnR is. i already surrendered the ending to the mangaka.

I lost another manga to read. Dammit!

i'm always sad when a manga ends. it's like losing a pet or having been graduated in high school without knowing you might never see your best friend again.

next time,

-fymb

no one's marrying someone yet.. (lol)

I had many reblogs about the chat post bet taichi and chihaya. A chat that isnt exaggerated. It was honestly quoted every word from the recent chap(138). to think, i am a taichihaya shipper, i am always always fair as much as possible.You dont know me, but if you are an old and loyal follower, you knew already that i read all the tags of the rebloggers that i am fondly doing ever since. I dont intend for that post to rouse some taichi hateful/dislike opinions--but it cant be helped. You are free to say whatever you want. It’s just that ‘accidentally’ im that blogger who reads and ‘accidentally’ i am at taichi’s humble side. So let me tell you one thing if you’re on arata’s side.. Good for you babe..truly. ‘Stans’ what do u call it? Well, arata stans(and dont even convince yourself u arent one.. Well if you arent.. Okayyyy).. Good for you. I am happy for you. It’s just that, at least for me, i am not trying to say that chihaya should be ‘obligated’ to return her feelings to taichi, ok? No one said that. I terribly believe not any one of taichihaya shippers said that. For me, it’s the mangaka’s choice to draw whatever will happen and correct me if im wrong, but as i recall no one’s marrying someone yet. (lol) no one's winning as Meijin yet. as i remember, it's not even ending. the karuta sport is an exciting one so i dont want to end it yet. as i recall, no one's having a boyfriend yet. i mean to say these things as light patting of the back and being happy for what had happened. being accepting at some things. be respecful. be humble.

but sometimes.. some people tell mean things.

You say 'stans' as if it's a bad thing. Stans of taichi or not, You dont care. Stans of arata or not, You dont have the right to question/mock someone else’s feelings, even whoever someone else’s wanted to coddle or care or feel like to cover him up for him not to get hurt.

Baby girl/boy, if you’re grossing out, the shoujo manga is staying, but you have a choice otherwise.

My ask box is open 24 hours 7 days a week. And guess what? It’s open for anon if u feel like it. Hehe >.> 

-fymb

the pin and ayane problem

well, at least.. my problem.

ladies and gentleman,

i ship Pin and Ayane so hard. harder than a rock.
It's a crappy simile but hey it's true.
But.. there's some guilt in it.
Guilt i can't quite put off.
One of them, he's name is Kent.

It's the realization of this nice guy that i can't quite tag my feelings in tumblr and say 'i am so happy they are not together anymore'. Kent and Ayane's relationship isn't the most flower and bubbles type like that of Sawako and Kazehaya's. It's the most fragile in the manga. It's the least interesting. Tho, they are visually look good together. Kent  confessed and was accepted by Ayane but all through out the manga, he's in the sidelines. As if, trying to look through the world of that manga. He got the least attention despite he's looks and personality.. both of his goofiness towards Sawako and he's boyfriend self to Ayane.

I remember a particular couple that felt like 'ouch, i wish they'll be together in the next life'.
Nana and Take of Bokura ga ita.

The manga tried to be subtle. the crappy subtleties.
readers were intrigued. readers got it tho.
and it's the next Pin and Ayane problem.
Pin itself.
All throughout this Ayane arc.. there's this shadow involved. lingering. in the office. with his spiky hair and his advises. During Ayane and Kent's relationship, there was these little moments of Pin and Ayane. In the office, in the rain, in the classroom, with the chocolates, in the stairs, while drinking, when Pin is trying  not to look straight at Ayane, in the store, in the unexpected coincidences of going home..
I've seen them all. You saw it guys.
If Pin isn't there, it could have been tolerable. But he's there. He's waiting too. He's in his office, trying to do things while Ayane talks to her. He's there in the store when she's gone and wet under the rain. He got all the advises. He got serious and hot and mysterious after an unexpected glance that leave Ayane breathless and stunned. He got an umbrella and a garbage back to not get YOU wet and sick. He'll call your friend's boyfriend to look for you. He will support your career endeavors. He will wish you luck going abroad. He'll set you free.


I said to myself, how could i be happy for Pin and Ayane when Kent is crying because of rejection?
For now, i won't think of P and A that much. For now, I want Kent to be happy. I want Ayane to clear her mind and decide what she wants.
For now, I want the manga to li lo over these three.

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fymb

manga: Kimi ni todoke
Thoughts: ch 92, 93,

hi and happy

Hello! Damn, it has been centuries ago since my last post. hehe. In here, it's summer! How's the weather there? Hope you doin fine with work and/or study!
Let's start with known anime and manga updates! hehe
*might contain spoilers

• First, if you didn't know already, FREE! anime have a new season called FREE! Eternal Summer and it will be aired July in Japan. :)
• Ao Haru ride anime will premiere July 7! The manga is starting to get interested with Kou being all enthusiastic getting Futaba back. Let's see about that.
• Sankarea manga will end this November! 
• Hunter x hunter's Chimera Ant will be ending soon, 2 or 3 eps to go. It's manga was pushed through and continued!(and it's smashing!)
• I am still enjoying Shiro's boob-grabbing incident in No game no life.
• Also.. i love those cute but somewhat creepy red-eyed children in Black Bullet- which manga is going to end soon. I love cute Tina Sprout too!
• Oh..Skip beat! manga latest updates these days is a must-read! idk, it's progressing with some light, and unexpected kissing! But I'm gonna be 75 the time they'll make babies i guess. lol
• Hitsugi no Chaika is so damn funny. Chaika is so adorable and i can't get enough of her. I need some good action tho.
• If you want to read Nisekyuu!!, read it in mangahere or mangafox. It's a funny collab bet. Haikyuu and Nisekoi!
• My current manga obsession these days is Chihayafuru. I forgot the feels months ago but i'm so into it again by these latest chapters. I'll have another blog post for my Taichihaya ship rants (haha) but for now, expect tumblr posts of them together and Arata(hehe--i won't be biased at least). 
• Sidonia no kishi is a good anime.
• Shoujo manga recommendations you say? Well, I am reading and finishing the works of IKUEMI Ryo. I love them all! 
• My favorite Haikyuu! player is Ryuunosuke.

That's it!

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fymb

Nagi no Asukara-- so complicated

The whole Nagi no Asukara fandom and shippers are as confused like as I was in answering my math problems when I was still studying the number-cursed subject.
Yes, it's that complicated.
Let me tell you about it.
From Crunchyroll: Nagi no Asukara is a drama-fantasy romance.
Long ago, all humans lived in the ocean. But some who longed for the land abandoned the ocean, casting off the special raiments granted to them by the sea god to adapt them to life under the sea...

Though mankind was divided into sea dwellers and land dwellers, each with different ways of thinking, they were all still fellow humans, and they continued to maintain contact as time went on.

Sakishima Hikari, Mukaido Manaka, Hiradaira Chisaki, and Isaki Kaname live in an undersea village, while Kihara Tsumugu lives on land.

When these middle school second-year land and sea dwellers meet for the first time, their hearts begin to undulate like the tides.

The youthful fantasy tale of these young people's lives unfolds in a strange and beautiful world.
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The whole point of the anime is just really as epic as the animation. The tale is so beautiful but the plot centered about these characters' lost and love. Romance-wise, this anime is a roller-coaster ride, focusing on every character's progression and downfall. The future is as blurred as the sea snow, the conclusion will totally be a surprise.

Watching an episode for me, is always a challenge. Playing the ep video and starting to watch is easy, but I always knew that episode per episode is a mystery yet to be solved. The dramatic cliffhanger will make you stick to it til the end.

The exciting part--and also the tiring part-- is the guessing of WHO IS ENDING WITH WHO?
With time, age differences, family connections and complications, friendships, homes, land and sea, and with other factors involved, how can someone choose a certain person he or she love, strong enough to burden the heartbreak of his/her friend? 
How can Manaka choose Tsumugu when he's 5 years older--or worst yet, when he's so far away and Hikari was the one who saved her and woke her up?
How can Tsumugu choose between, Manaka who he liked years before, and Chisaki who he learned to cared and lived in with?
How can Miuna fight for her love for Hikari when Manaka is already awake?
How will Chisaki choose between 3 boys who are all closer to her?
How will Sayu burden the heartache of knowing Kaname still is in love with Chisaki?

The complication of this tale might make me feel bitter in the end, or might leave a bitter aftertaste, but the tale is so beautiful, I would just have to remember that.

*If you are curious who I ship, i'll tell you. While I still hope for these pairs to end up, the matter of how Nagi no Asukara conclude these characters with each other or apart is what I am expecting. I'll accept it- no matter what. The tale just won me over. The tangled mess of this story won me over.
*My heart belongs to Tsumugu, and if it's okay.. he should end up with me.. that will be better! JK!! Haha.. kidding aside..hm. Tsumugu and Manaka's connection awed me with those unexpected 'Catching Manaka'-with-the-net moments. So Tsumugu and Manaka shipper here. Chisaki is that girl that is so realistic and beautiful and strong and jealous and gorgeous and ambitious, she might end to someone wonderful in any way. You know what I mean? Hell, she can end with a smart surgeon and i'll be happy for her. My problem with her is that.. it is as if she was so lucky. As if, she got the lowest burden, and the only thing she wanted is someone, and her life will be perfect. Yeah, yeah.. I don't like her that much. So I want her to be miserable and alone.... No, i i am just kidding. HEHEH. Kaname love her and I love Kaname, but puh-leazz.. I just want him to be happy. Sayu will be okay, with Kaname or not. And with Hikari, of course, Miuna is so sweet and nice so.. I like them to be together.
*But these are just my hopes! >.<

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i am so ready for the last 6 episodes!
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fymb