the pin and ayane problem

well, at least.. my problem.

ladies and gentleman,

i ship Pin and Ayane so hard. harder than a rock.
It's a crappy simile but hey it's true.
But.. there's some guilt in it.
Guilt i can't quite put off.
One of them, he's name is Kent.

It's the realization of this nice guy that i can't quite tag my feelings in tumblr and say 'i am so happy they are not together anymore'. Kent and Ayane's relationship isn't the most flower and bubbles type like that of Sawako and Kazehaya's. It's the most fragile in the manga. It's the least interesting. Tho, they are visually look good together. Kent  confessed and was accepted by Ayane but all through out the manga, he's in the sidelines. As if, trying to look through the world of that manga. He got the least attention despite he's looks and personality.. both of his goofiness towards Sawako and he's boyfriend self to Ayane.

I remember a particular couple that felt like 'ouch, i wish they'll be together in the next life'.
Nana and Take of Bokura ga ita.

The manga tried to be subtle. the crappy subtleties.
readers were intrigued. readers got it tho.
and it's the next Pin and Ayane problem.
Pin itself.
All throughout this Ayane arc.. there's this shadow involved. lingering. in the office. with his spiky hair and his advises. During Ayane and Kent's relationship, there was these little moments of Pin and Ayane. In the office, in the rain, in the classroom, with the chocolates, in the stairs, while drinking, when Pin is trying  not to look straight at Ayane, in the store, in the unexpected coincidences of going home..
I've seen them all. You saw it guys.
If Pin isn't there, it could have been tolerable. But he's there. He's waiting too. He's in his office, trying to do things while Ayane talks to her. He's there in the store when she's gone and wet under the rain. He got all the advises. He got serious and hot and mysterious after an unexpected glance that leave Ayane breathless and stunned. He got an umbrella and a garbage back to not get YOU wet and sick. He'll call your friend's boyfriend to look for you. He will support your career endeavors. He will wish you luck going abroad. He'll set you free.


I said to myself, how could i be happy for Pin and Ayane when Kent is crying because of rejection?
For now, i won't think of P and A that much. For now, I want Kent to be happy. I want Ayane to clear her mind and decide what she wants.
For now, I want the manga to li lo over these three.

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fymb

manga: Kimi ni todoke
Thoughts: ch 92, 93,